[Chorus: Aidan Ostby]
Little bloody stains in my eyes
Vessel breaking all of the time
Devil’s on the clock 9 to 5
Falling through the stairs while I climb
And I could tell that something wasn’t right
All that empty space on the horizon
If you can’t see a throne why even try?
Never did no drugs, maybe I should try some
In the name of what do I fight?
In the name of what do I fight?
[Verse 1: Swank]
I don’t need to change
Don’t think about it
See some shit so now I drink about it
(Fuck) Can’t sleep
4 AM, I see a figure
Think my life is over but he can’t deliver (Shit)
Sat through all my fuckin’ whispers
Telling me my life been caught up in a twister
I was flying in a circle
I was missing curfew when I had a curfew
If you think I curved you then I probably curved you
I ain’t really sorry baby girl I hurt you
I ain’t gonna rest ’til I fuckin’ drop dead
I been runnin’ outta options
Call me Vinny Checkers, never chill
I pop another pill to get up out my thoughts (Damn)
Life been really toxic, overrated
I don’t feel appreciated anymore
By people I thought it mattered, I don’t get it
I hated the shit I was singin’ before
In a loop, an inner circle
To follow up how to go out and go open these doors
Gotta get it, gotta go and relax
I never thought that I’d make it this far (Ayy)
[Bridge: HANKNATIVE]
All the shit that’s all up on my mind it got me dropping off the map
I put my phone on autopilot for the night so they can’t ask me where I’m, at
Ridin’ through my city in the night solo dolo with the cash
And I just needed space, I’m on the side
Gimme time and I’ll be, back
[Verse 2: HANKNATIVE]
Phone’s low, I let it burn like Usher
I’m a stones throw away from disappointments
I don’t wanna talk, ‘cause I don’t wanna tell ‘em
I don’t wanna fix it, I just want it better
I’ve been broke forever, needing changes
Mental health and wealth in different places
I know life is phases, I know people leave you
Fuck if theirs is greener, then n***a mine is green too
Phone jumpin’, I won’t operate it
I won’ let ‘em play me unless it’s on a playlist
Leave it off for the rainy days
‘cause I don’t wanna feel and I don’t wanna shade ‘em
Known numbers tryna check my wavelength
'Cause they noticed Hank ain’t been up on the same shit
I need time and separation from it
Bein’ honest all I really want is space, shit
[Chorus: Aidan Ostby]
Little bloody stains in my eyes
Vessel breaking all of the time
Devil’s on the clock 9 to 5
Falling through the stairs while I climb
And I could tell that something wasn’t right
All that empty space on the horizon
If you can’t see a throne why even try?
Never did no drugs, maybe I should try some
In the name of what do I fight?
In the name of what do I fight?
[Verse 3: Sam Paulino]
Hard not to have ego
When I’m in a room full of mirrors, I’m a whole different person
But I feel like nothing’s workin’
I got friends and family that rely on me
And my shorty told me she would die for me
I got n***as that say they would ride for me
’Til I’m down on my luck and they hide from me
I got trust issues
Feel like I’m on top of the world, but somehow I’ll lose it all
Due to liquor, strippers snorting Adderall
As soon as I finish this album off, it’ll all evolve
Sick of chasin’
Highs and lows in all these different places
Devils workin’ I can feel it, I know he’s obsessed with me
Please don’t catch up to me runnin’ from
[Outro: Sam Paulino]
Fear in my mind
Never see it clear through my eyes
Faded on this long midnight drive
Stuck inside a life that ain’t mine
You can see that something isn’t right
All that empty space under both eyelids
I don’t answer calls, I don’t even try
Lookin’ for the plug, maybe I can find some
In the name of what do I fight?
In the name of what do I fight?