Greydon Square
Guilty
[Verse 1]
The visions of images of the hate I taught
Friendships forfeited over the way I thought
Distanced from the intimate instances of the pain I caused
Project forgiveness from the slain I've fought
I was the worst brother, and even worse boyfriend
The type to hurt others, as he the cursed orphan
How can I sleepin in peace and dream of a better day?
With history of street violence upon my resume

The hardеst part is living with the choices
'cause I was contributor to thе poisons
I would take a clear and then limit it with distortions
I would take my pain and then give it a sick importance
My path was too attached to dark kismet
My heart missed it, while keeping everyone I knew at arm's distance
I hope what you see now's a stark difference
But i'm accounting for my parts in this, seeking harsh sentence

[Chorus]
I'm guilty
No need for a plea or defense council, i'm guilty
I'm guilty
No need for debate or deliberation i'm guilty, (yeah, hah)

[Verse 2]
Worthless and aloof, violence was a language I was versed in since abuse
I remember nothin, except the numbness from the cries
My mother gave me the name of a fuck that she despised
I was full-rejected, wearing the pain as camouflage
As every relationship I would learn to sabotage
I come from the anguish of the abandoned and forgot
Took out on whoever was on the block
This continued in the Army, I was depression and despair
Volunteering my services for death and didn't care
I went straight from Juvi, 'cause it was that or serve the term out
Facing down a weapons charge, outlook lookin burnt out
This wasn't a movie, this was my family's karmic debt
The lifelong affliction of a disgraceful army vet
Heart be set with large regret, can hardly guess
I don't know what else I'll be charged with
[Chrous]
But i'm guilty
No need for a plea or defense council, i'm guilty
I'm guilty
No need for debate or deliberation, i'm guilty

[Verse 3]
An adolescent-minded hoodlum
I refused people my help, said no, when I knew I could've
I didn't know then but aggression was my default
Any energy less than respect and I would Tee-off
I hate to admit, but I've told secrets
And I've cut good people off for no reason
A whole heathen, who broke every law below treason
Who cursed every god and known season
What else has gotta stick?
I'm self-obsessed, absorbed, and wreck a lot of shit
I've been just as selfish as any spoiled only child
Been a greedy and scheming Ferangi on the prowl
To the average Christian? I'm a filthy sinner
To the Muslim? [?] kafir must meet Allah, front and center
No Nirvanas or Can't Heavens but if they did ever exist?
I own every transgression as

[Chrous]
Guilty
No need for a plea or defense council, i'm guilty
I'm guilty
No need for debate or deliberation, i'm guilty
Guilty
Guilty