I got to see how I'm like
Ay, ay
Up all night
Been up all night
Ay, ay
I've been up all night trying to figure it out
Rose from my core now I'm spitting it out
Rose up to lord over sentences now
Retorting at the sword with a pen in my mouth
I lost my grandmother last year, ay
I couldn't plan for that trauma understand my persona now I'm banned bar from getting near her, ay
Only xan be forgetting she'd be damned if I'm missing
Shit I bailed on my inhibitions
Hitting dance moves with devil, demons, and dementia
Can't understand you hold no belief in premonitions
If what you saying true I'm too far gone on forgone mischiefs, ay
And my anxiety been fucking with me
Don't call your deity my nihilism treasure with me
Bitch don't you lie to me I pride myself on love I'm missing
Just get beside of me I'm tryna' find the stuff I'm preaching, ay
And I been up all night trying to figure it out
Rose from my core now I'm spitting it out
Lower forces hoarding when my senses is clouded
I'm retorting at your sword with a pen in my mouth
Mavi