Ay yo I'm smiling now more often than ever
Ay yeah yo timing wild to show maximum effort
Almost left my friends turned to my family
And this prison returned to my sanity
That abyss that I burned it was fantasy
Back then I couldn't stand to speak except for on amphetamines
[?] and found a better venus treading in the deep end
[?] scathed from me huddling brace a teen ain't my belief
Other than my face and weed what could you say to me about a dream
I had to cut off toxicity beg that my momma listen
I barely remember wins they half dead in my momma kitchen
Dread is etched in my memory dreads is trimmed for the symmetry
Dead-ends can't touch my neck lost a dead man from my proximity
That's crazy shit, quarter ounce a lazy lick
Stealing had us spoiled of allowances that'll pay for piff
Women had me boiling and spiraling on outrageous shit
I had to get off pack to get back on track with my baby and them
Back to rapping and studying, battle rapping my demons
This dagger stabbed in my tummy i had to tat at the meaning
Had a tacit demeanor i had to tackle the taciturnity masking my screaming
I had to mask the grey matter circuitry trashed by the reefer
Tasked with facing my father earnestly my dorm is Eden everyday was apple slices it's appetizing the freedom
Battle cries when i need them and writers block otherwise
Grapple lies undisguised tryna brighten my momma eyes
So i kill for my brothers, live for my brothers
Was no roses i tilt for the summer, wind make me shudder
Hugging cold it's not nearly a lover appear from the gutters
Back in focus not nearly a lover appear from the gutter back in focus