[Intro]
I gotta let my soul
Gotta let my soul sing
I gotta let my soul sing
Ayy, ayy

[Chorus]
To begin, let me apologize for the shit I put you through
I'm looking for the old me, I swear to God, I'm missing you
Every situation that I'm in, I'm like what Nip would do?
I know a n***a hurting you, I can't lie I'm trippin' boo
I'm looking for myself it's kinda hard for me to find it
And I can't lie, I took for granted all of your kindness
I used to have your back, now I know you feeling kind of spineless
Kinda hard for me to talk, I hope you listen when I'm rhyming

[Bridge]
I don't wanna lose you, I'ma treat you like a diamond
Jumping in a pool of love, but a n***a drowning

[Post-Chorus]
And I don't know how to love myself, so how I'ma love?
I know I keep on doing you wrong, I just wanna win back your trust

[Verse]
Hug you tight while you crying on my shoulder
A n***a fucked up, man I gotta grow up
I'm sick to my stomach, think I gotta throw up
Cause if I lose you, a n***a gon' be fucked up
You keep on questioning mе, like what did I do?
If I was in yo shoes, I would've been lеft too
This shit gon' change for the better, I swear I'm tellin' the truth
If I don't wanna be with nobody, bae I just want you
And I apologize, I'm looking in your eyes
You tired of my lies, but I just wanna vibe
It wouldn't be right if you wasn't be standing right here by my side
And bae don't treat me like no clothes and leave me out to dry
You say this shit is getting worse, but I can't lie, I'm tryin'
And can you hug and kiss me, 'cause on the inside, I'm dying
[Chorus]
To begin, let me apologize for the shit I put you through
I'm looking for the old me, I swear to God, I'm missing you
Every situation that I'm in, I'm like what Nip would do?
I know a n***a hurting you, I can't lie I'm trippin' boo
I'm looking for myself it's kinda hard for me to find it
And I can't lie, I took for granted all of your kindness
I used to have your back, now I know you feeling kind of spineless
Kinda hard for me to talk, I hope you listen when I'm rhyming

[Post-Chorus]
And I don't know how to love myself, so how I'ma love?
I know I keep on doing you wrong, I just wanna win back your trust
And I don't know how to love myself, so how I'ma love?
I know I keep on doing you wrong, I just wanna win back your trust