Azahriah
Despair
[Chorus]
Fuckin’ up myself like hey ya, like hey ya
Standing silent in the corner
Lookin’ at the city, hey ya, like hey ya
I hate the fuckin’ system when I’m sober
I just keep runnin’ from the things that never mattered anyway
They will be tryin’ to get over that tomorrow passed away
I will be the one, that they will call a bloody miracle
They will follow the dirty footsteps in the snow
Comin’ and goin’ away like hey ya, like hey ya
Being all alone in a room is what I want
“Gimme’ that, gimme’ that”, that’s what they want, from day one
But it seems so impossible to do

[Verse 1]
They ask me if I’m sad or am I angry at myself, I don't know
Should I run away or break down? I do not have a clue
But I stay, you promise me that you’ll be always by my side
Like on that Saturday night, on that Saturday night
If the time is right, I’ll build a pretty boat
Sail throughout the night, in every syllable
Hide and seek, I’ll hide, behind your pretty lies
And if you’d look for me, I’d die in the night

[Chorus]
Fuckin’ up myself like hey ya, like hey ya
Standing silent in the corner
Lookin’ at the city, hey ya, like hey ya
I hate the fuckin’ system when I’m sober
I just keep runnin’ from the things that never mattered anyway
They will be tryin’ to get over that tomorrow passed away
I will be the one, that they will call a bloody miracle
They will follow the dirty footsteps in the snow
Comin’ and goin’ away like hey ya, like hey ya
Being all alone in a room is what I want
“Gimme’ that, gimme’ that”, that’s what they want, from day one
But it seems so impossible to do
[Verse 2]
I keep that dirty mindset that you gave
I feed that with the purest form of hate
I need that, need that body that you have
To read that language no one’s ever read
Blood is on the palace, and I know that what it feels like
Explosion in your head and you keep lookin’ for the green light
Yes, I want a Patek and a Bentley, I’ve been dreamin’ ‘bout it
Sun and the moon and the lies, switching sides
It’s time to wake up

[Chorus]
Fuckin’ up myself like hey ya, like hey ya
Standing silent in the corner
Lookin’ at the city, hey ya, like hey ya
I hate the fuckin’ system when I’m sober
I just keep runnin’ from the things that never mattered anyway
They will be tryin’ to get over that tomorrow passed away
I'll be the one, that they will call a bloody miracle
They will follow the dirty footsteps in the snow
Comin’ and goin’ away like hey ya, like hey ya
Being all alone in a room is what I want
“Gimme’ that, gimme’ that” that’s what they want, from day one
But it seems so impossible to do