[HOOK]:

I feel better when I'm off things, feel my brain rotting
The energy I put out isn't really what I'm wanting
Feel my head throbbing, spiral down, falling
Every night I have these vivid dreams that really haunt me
Wonder what it all means, it's really beyond me
I won't say too much now, I just try to keep it low-key
You should tread slowly when you come around me
You'll never understand just how I feel that's why I'm lonely

[VERSE]:

You say you battle demons 'cause you think it sounds trendy
You don't know the half and that is that, so that's the end
And I think I'm out of love, so I'll be done with the pretending
Demand my money and respect, no, I don't need friends
I don't do trends, I don't do gimmicks
Need a new benz, cut the loose ends, I'll get it
Seeing through new lenses, the days blend, I miss it
What it's like then, now I lost all of my innocence
Dabble with the dark, I got a little too intimate
She want me to return, but I got way too into this
I sit here all alone, but I got all my stimulants
And labels call my phone but y'all know I got minimums
I won't sell myself short, but I'm still for sale
They say Bo don't do that, but the ships already sailed
Ice cold veins, fresh fade, skin really pale
Say you feel me, okay, then tell me how I feel
[HOOK]:

I feel better when I'm off things, feel my brain rotting
The energy I put out isn't really what I'm wanting
Feel my head throbbing, spiral down, falling
Every night I have these vivid dreams that really haunt me
Wonder what it all means, it's really beyond me
I won't say too much now, I just try to keep it low-key
You should tread slowly when you come around me
You'll never understand just how I feel that's why I'm lonely

Better when I'm off things, feel my brain rotting
The energy I put out isn't really what I'm wanting
Feel my head throbbing, spiral down, falling
Every night I have these vivid dreams that really haunt me
Wonder what it all means, it's really beyond me
I won't say too much now, I just try to keep it low-key
You should tread slowly when you come around me
You'll never understand just how I feel that's why I'm lonely