[Chorus]
I was in my bed making sad music
Now when I rap they don't take me serious
I can't stay where I'm at, stupid
How I feel now would've made me furious
Used to believe what I'm doing
But now when I look at the future this shit is mysterious
Trying my best to control it
But honestly, I feel like I'm not the one who's been steering it
Nah, I don't fuck with the devil
But shit can get dark from the second you start getting curious
Don't go that high though
'Cause shit get demonic the closer you get to the top of the pyramid
Don't know where I'm going
I wonder if I'll reach thе end of my sins, just like it's a period
I ain't gon' blamе no one else
I just gotta look deeper and see what's inside the interior
[Verse]
Just a few years ago I was on top and like everyone 'round me was giving me praise
I ain't gon' lie to you, I done fell off and the only one sticking by me was my baby
Least I could see it was real when it's tough and the people around me just finna betray
Is what it is, but I'm honestly bitter about it and, I ain't gon' lie, I done changed
I guess I got greedy, this shit all for me and my baby; we taking this shit to the grave
I got a drank and a blunt and I wanna feel good, so I won't let that shit go to waste
Am who I am, so if you do not like it then shut the fuck up and stay outta my way
Not saying I'm special or nothing, but I guarantee you that we are not one and the same
Sometimes it's like I'm from a whole 'nother planet
High like the moon, I just hope that I land it
Don't wanna come down because this how I manage
Hate how I am, this is not how I planned it
Smoke this shit up until I'm going manic
I don't wanna think 'bout it; I wanna vanish
I'd rather die having taken some chances
I lost my mind; I was tryna expand it
[Pre-Chorus]
But that didn't work
I ain't gon' lie, that shit hurt
I had to rub it in dirt
That's finna be the last time I get burnt
Next time be easy to throw you to the curb
Seen that shit coming; no throwing me curves
You tricked me once, don't act like I ain't learn
The karma shit's real, you get what you deserve
[Pre-Chorus]
But that didn't work
I ain't gon' lie, that shit hurt
I had to rub it in dirt
That's finna be the last time I get burnt
Next time be easy to throw you to the curb
Seen that shit coming; no throwing me curves
You tricked me once, don't act like I ain't learn
The karma shit's real, you get what you deserve
[Chorus]
I was in my bed making sad music
Now when I rap they don't take me serious
I can't stay where I'm at, stupid
How I feel now would've made me furious
Used to believe what I'm doing
But now when I look at the future this shit is mysterious
Trying my best to control it
But honestly, I feel like I'm not the one who's been steering it
Nah, I don't fuck with the devil
But shit can get dark from the second you start getting curious
Don't go that high though
'Cause shit get demonic the closer you get to the top of the pyramid
Don't know where I'm going
I wonder if I'll reach the end of my sins, just like it's a period
I ain't gon' blame no one else
I just gotta look deeper and see what's inside the interior
[Chorus]
I was in my bed making sad music
Now when I rap they don't take me serious
I can't stay where I'm at, stupid
How I feel now would've made me furious
Used to believe what I'm doing
But now when I look at the future this shit is mysterious
Trying my best to control it
But honestly, I feel like I'm not the one who's been steering it
Nah, I don't fuck with the devil
But shit can get dark from the second you start getting curious
Don't go that high though
'Cause shit get demonic the closer you get to the top of the pyramid
Don't know where I'm going
I wonder if I'll reach the end of my sins, just like it's a period
I ain't gon' blame no one else
I just gotta look deeper and see what's inside the interior