[Chorus: Lydia]
Wide Awake
Tryna not come down from this high
I've been innocent my whole life
Now, I let these ghosts
I let my ghosts back in

[Verse 1: GAWNE]
Wake up in cold sweats as I’m laying in bed
I'm not a pagan, I don't summon or awaken the dead
But still I’m feeling something coming, heart'll race in my chest
Raising my stress, man, I really should be taking my meds
'Cause I can hearing calling me, the demons again
It's why I'm always tryna get up out the voice in my head
I think it's been a few years since I made any friends
I'm making amends with nobody, no, I rather be seeking rеvenge
Yeah, rеvenge is sweet I tend to be a little bit mental
With a propensity to end the beef and I ain't talking, squashing the shit
Nah, I’m talking rest in peace, my enemies have been fed to
The blender the beast, will dismember these MC’s
Then I freeze 'em like the December breeze
I do not have any empathy, I’m not a man, I'm an entity, yeah

[Chorus: Lydia]
Wide Awake
Tryna not come down from this high
I've been innocent my whole life
Now, I let these ghosts
I let my ghosts back in
[Verse 2]
Let my ghosts in, heart is so cold, man, it's frozen
Struggle to feel these emotions, what’s even real anymore?
I don't know, I don't know shit, worshipping nonsense
I'm not a God ,I am Godless, gotta be an oddity
Honestly, what about it?, you said your opinion
I'm never gon' fit in, ain't winning or getting no women
I got, I get it, I'm kinda pathetic, forget it
They never gonl let me in this industry, so, regardless
Throw me in the can, like I"m garbage
I'm not a man, I"m a martian, living in the Garden
Single, one-bedroom apartments, all of this pain that I harness
Been through the hardships, starving
I'm finding comfort in darkness and this is for Darwin
Kill-or-be-killed, pop a pill and refill, I deliver the carnage
Ain't no-one iller, for real, I'm finna be giving 'em
Chill every time an alarmist, this is the part where I'm scaring you
Bury you deep as you scream and you weep
And the demons appear in your sleep
But there's no0one to hear you not even a peep
Look, I'm peering through windows and gearing to feast
I been stalking my prey, I been near you for weeks
Now, I'm skinning my victims, I sheer 'em like sheep
It's not fiction or folklore, awaken the beast