[Verse]
I know the pieces to my heart still need mending spent a lot of years pretending  the truth I bend it to my favor my family and friends keeps asking why I push them away I don't no how to receive love without suspicions that's just the scared kid in me fighting the possibility that every one ain't tryna hurt me my senses alert me the passion is burning I'm learning new ways to live it's a whole new feeling inside how life beats and bruises us I've always had the lack of trust for other people tryna get close to me that's the trauma speaking in the back of my head I think all of them leaving that's because I didn't realise I just wanted to be needed but every time I was hurt people just left me bleeding i love big but hate more some times feel like my minds torn from right and wrong life don't owe you shit so no point in throwing a fit no longer throwing no fists fade away like a distant memory forget about all bad times and focus on the good energy but lately i.ain't in the mood to talk much isolation get away from me don't take what I love away from me my happiness some times feel a vacancy asking god why no one can relate to me the thought of a life without struggle seems so fake to me together we can break us free from all the waisted greed hoping the angels still pray for me