Primrose Ripper
Goodnight & Smoke
[Verse 1]
Wandering down a lonely ass road
Lookin' at you for the answers for my prayers
I can’t walk
I don't talk, I scream, I don't stop to think
I’m so close to the dream that I won't go to sleep
I'm shitty I know, I wish I was already on the road
Tryna find what's more important, the money or my soul
It's cold, I'm low, I'm caught between the roads
Under the Hollywood sign, I get blinded by the glow, uh
Yo, how could you look me in the face?
You sat at the pue with my family promising you got me
Right after I finished staying in the first place
Why don't you tell them what you’re hiding in the void?
It’s time to cut my shirt to see the marks
It's time to tell the truth to every onе who doesn’t understand
That it's becausе of you they had to wait
While you left me here to deal with all the hate
I still smile, but feel so fake
It's no sun, the clouds are opaque
So much shade I read on one page
I can't even look at your name without getting the shakes
What a mistake, uh, look how you take, uh
What doesn’t belong to you, this was a theft
And if fate send us both to Heaven
I'ma keep a blade in my leather so I can kill you at the gate, uh
[Chorus]
(First place)
Is it worth it when you see it's all (Two-faced)?
Trying to fit into a world with no (New space)
Commit third-degree murder (What for?)
Tryna play me like a Monopoly game, you whore
Fuck you, goodnight and smoke
(Two faced)
Playing me like a goddamn whore

[Verse 2]
I woke up sweatin', tryna forget I'm in a simulation
'Cause friends are mad at my depression
And my friend I thought was family
Who'd always understand me
Got offended 'cause she jealous
I'm now sittin' lookin' like a clown
I'm asking, when did pride and passion
Get mistaken for sex and damn addictions?
The fact is I made you happy but you never made me
Feel the same cause of the lies you gave me
Back when you rapped my homies, they gettin' their feelings hurt
I was denyin'', putting these thoughts in caskets
I was staying home, getting threatened after classes
Tell me why don't my friends mention that shit?
Now my life is due and I'm a pawn getting by with no happy
Got told that I'm a hobo, I ain't happy from the therapy
My schedule is so fuckin' hectic, but still I'm in hell, sick
I'd be better off dead so life deeds keep my family alive
It's because of you, I couldn't separate from my career
Because of you, I hated myself for so many years
Because of you, you ain't never gonna see me trust
Even if I got a wife, she never leave, fuck
[Chorus]
(First place)
Is it worth it when you see it's all (Two-faced)?
Trying to fit into a world with no (New space)
Commit third-degree murder (What for?)
Tryna play me like a Monopoly game, you whore
Fuck you, goodnight and smoke
(Two faced)
Playing me like a goddamn whore
(First place)
Is it worth it when you see it's all (Two-faced)?
Trying to fit into a world with no (New space)
Commit third-degree murder (What for?)
Tryna play me like a Monopoly game, you whore
Fuck you, goodnight and smoke
(Two faced)
Playing me like a goddamn whore

[Outro]
I'm the demonic angel (Danger, Danger)
I'm the demonic angel (Danger, Danger)