[Verse]
Have you ever felt the heart of a grown man?
Slowing to a stop while ripping it out your hands
Sometimes people deserve the worst, but I can't judge
Oh, he made me laugh, made me cough up this black sludge
Back in the UK, I was so fucked
Promethazine pills in my soda, I'm so stuck
Take my body, take my soul, I said I'm yours, love
The devil grip my throat and tell me words to make me slip up
And in my world, it's the worst
In this party I would've broke bones
Half the people here I know from my life do me dead wrong
But they don't even know what I got going on
Your boy is a freak, I drop my [?] and get 'em all gone
[?], and she pick it up, up
Fuck you gently, 'cause you a bitch, on my mom (Uh)
I'ma kill you out my mind
I'll wrap you in a shell, baby let me take my time
Kick him in the head, make sure he dead
Kass ain't hear this shit, yeah, he gon' wonder what's in my head
Kass, yeah, this my room, in my room, Miles had made a bet
In my room, I figured thoughts would just live
Don't be worried, 'cause it's all part of a plan
The outcome we disagree on, but it's my life
So, I'ma follow through regardless of your opinion
I forgot this was a song, but fuck you and your feelings
You feel my pain, feel my pain, but no, you didn't
And I was killing, I was fucked, bitch, I'm kicking
And I am dumb and I am human and I am weakened
And we all sin and we all talk to our demons