[Intro]
(branwen)
Keep your head down, uh

[Verse 1]
Deep in dirt, I could barely breathe
But I'll surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected, but Heaven knows
With my straightened spine, I won't die the same
Words would hurt, but I've grown immune
And I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once, I won't lie
But I'm back revived, and I'm starving
And everything I did was for you, but I'm just an object
You embody evil from the hate that you harvested
I would give my life to keep you safe, I promise
But you knew that, and still, you wrote my fate for your benefit
God, save me, I've been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
I'm in my head, honestly, I feel regret
But I'm at home and safe again
But I'm obsessed with the life we missed

[Chorus]
I've always felt like a target
I don't wanna fight, I just want you to be honest
If I had some life left to live, she would want it
The way that she mutilates me, she's like a artist
Hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage you create, it outweighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me, I feel my heart ravaged
But, God, I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage
[Verse 2]
Show me your strength via my frame
Give me everything, I beg you, do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn, I would summon some, oh
Only when in danger, I'd be having fun, oh
Don't pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly, I pray they take it further for research
I read the books, they told me I shouldn't worry
I guess I've been in my head while I was planning February, I know
I couldn't hurt, so you preaching to the choir
And I loved me first, so betrayal could not survive here
Stack skrilla, Margiela killa, I don't wanna die here
Gucci, Fendi, Louis, blow some cash and feel alive, wear
White on white designer head to toe, I'm like a polar bear
Surgeon mask is fillin' with the smoke, there's potent in the air

[Chorus]
I've always felt like a target
I don't wanna fight, I just want you to be honest
If I had some life left to live, she would want it
The way that she mutilates me, she's like a artist
Hardest thing to face in this life is the damage (Uh)
Damage you create, it outweighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me, I feel my heart ravaged
But, God, I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage