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The Parking Lot of Gethsemane
I only want to say
If there is a way
Take this cup away from me
For I don't want to taste its poison
Feel it burn me, I have changed
I'm not as sure as when we started
Then, I was inspired
But now, I'm sad and tired
Listen, surely I've exceeded expectations?
Tried for three years, seems like thirty
Could You ask as much from any other man?
But if I die
See the saga through and do the things you ask of me
Let them hate me, hit me, hurt me, nail me to their tree
I have know, I have to know my God
I have to see, I have to see my God
Why I should die?
Would I be more noticed than I ever was before?
Would the things I've said and done matter any more?
I'd have to know, I'd have to know my Lord
I'd have to see, I'd have to see my Lord
If I die, what will be my reward?
I'd have to know, I'd have to know my Lord
Why should I die?!
Oh, why should I die?
Can You show me now that I will not be killed in vain?
Show me just a glimmer of Your omnipresent brain
Show me there's a reason for Your wanting me to die
You're far too keen on 'where' and 'how' and not so hot on 'why'
Alright!
Just watch me die!
See!
See how I die!
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Then, I was inspired
But now, I'm sad and tired
After all, I've tried for three years
Seems like ninety -- why, then, am I
Scared to finish what I've started?
What you've started!
I didn't start it!
God, Thy will is hard
But You hold every card
I will drink Your cup of poison!
Nail me to Your cross and break me!
Bleed me, beat me, kill me, take me now
Before I change my mind!