4-Month Storm

Missed you so much in this last four months

Looked everywhere to see any sign of you

You hide from me

To heal your heart, I know

I'm not that special

So I think it didn't last much

Hope you found your heart where it did break

Cause I have not found mine yet



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I know even I say sorry million times

It woudn't turn the clock back

I've made many mistakes that can't be repaired

But it wasn't my intention to turn you cold

To me, I paid my dues

I made a lot of friends on this journey

But I've always been thinking of you too



My life has been rough but somehow I felt great

Tried to find something to laugh and get away

Tried to love and have fun

Unfortunately it all failed cause they became boring anyway

Mrs. Know it all always loved to be showman to hide the pain from them

And lost my control while pretending I'm myself



-Chorus-

Don't know if I changed so much

Don't know if I played so hard

I'm still a kid who loves to dream every night

I'd want to be enough for everything I love

But I'm not

That's my fight

It has been my fight all the time

I always cried

Because I didn't pick the right one

Or couldn't save them from dark

You pushed me hard

I ran and hide

And that's the end we didn't want to face

Cause it broke us apart



I know you're still angry to me

Or maybe you don't even care

But I've waited so long to give myself a break

I'm sorry if I hurt you

I've been hurt too which isn't new

I still want you to be in my life

This shouldn't be the end for our friendship too