How do you deal with-
How do you deal with
letting someone go
knowing that you'll tear your heart
or you're in a such an empty shadow low place
that it would be unhealthy to stay
but then how would you do deal with forgiving them
because they've left you at your lowest

I don't think I believe in soulmates
because of how complex a single person is
I can't imagine holding one person responsible for
loving the entirety of another
Instead I believe in soul ties

The number of souls one finds themselves intertwined with throughout life
A series of lessons that could only be learned through experience
I've seen more of myself with every love I've found
So I've never believed in a singular soulmate
when you left and you thought you found yours
I couldn't help but think i thought id found mine too
I have a bad habit of loving too late
I never say what i mean when it matters
So I pen my thoughts here

Loving you felt like everything i thought heaven would be
So although i was raised on church benches
I forego my beliefs to believe my heaven is here
My heaven was her.