I need some help, I need some help

{Verse 1}
Let me enter your mind right now for a second
Stop pretending just give me one honest sentence
My addiction is a form of protection
But it's got me in jeopardy all the answers are questions
I'm a menace, I'm reckless
Feel like I'm Hollowman, don't think nobody can
Tell me they understand, this isn't Wonderland
Sometimes it's Hell on Earth
Sometimes I don't want it, man
So I separate myself from the powers that be
Medicate myself 'til it sets me free
Think I'm DJ Khaled I'm snapping with the keys
Tryina' realize visions I had in my dreams
Customized my aura so it's dark but it gleams
Got the blunts mixed with pills, champagne, Hennessy
You can pick your poison but you can't choose me
Don't waste your time cause it kills slowly

{Hook}
Save all that fake love 'til I rest in peace
You can miss me now with that energy
Better back the fuck up you're too close to me
It's a struggle sometimes just to cope with me
I'm alone again in my darkest hour
I'll console myself with these burning flowers
Sometimes I fantasize about the end
When I rest my soul 'til I'm born again
{Verse 2}
Sometimes it goes down like this
How it gets when you them lows
All my demons teamed up with ghosts
Runaway when they get close
I'm obsessed with fantasies that I created when I was ten
No distractions, I don't need friends
I got real ones that don't pretend
Watch me as I spiral out
Every time without a doubt
I don't know if this is real
Reality lost it's appeal
Man this lifes really got a hold
No matter how I try letting go
Haven't get no rest in weeks
The closest thing to death is sleep
Ya I think I'm pretty happy
Even though I feel so ugly
I can never feel about you like the way you think you love me
I don't even understand my self
It's all good I don't need no ones help
The love is disconnected this is nothing like a friendship
I don't feel like a human we're like robots with depression
Even talking to each other feels like coercing confessions
I'mma be alone forever, bask in all of my contentment
{Hook}
Save all that fake love 'til I rest in peace
You can miss me now with that energy
Better back the fuck up you're too close to me
It's a struggle sometimes just to cope with me
I'm alone again in my darkest hour
I'll console myself with these burning flowers
Sometimes I fantasize about the end
When I rest my soul 'til I'm born again

{Bridge}
I don't know how to act, my past faded to black
You are what you attract, show fear and life reacts
Fucked up it got me bad, just tryina' shake it off
Just tryina' do my dance, this ain't my final form
Watch me as I evolve, It's too late I can't stop
I will not feel a thing, soon as the pills dissolve
Feels like there's nothing wrong, don't need the drugs I'm on
Most of these n***as fake, I hate like everyone, for real...

{Outro}
For real, for real, for real
I hate like everyone for real
For real, for real, for real
I hate like everyone
For real, for real, for real