I’m not happy man… I’m not happy about the fact that I’m different from everyone else, which makes the public be interested in me. I’m not happy about the fact that I couldn’t live on a planet where people are like me. I’m not happy that there are forces in my life who watch my every single move, and won’t tell me the truth to my origin and that I can’t remember my own fucking parents and people. I’m not happy about the fact that so many dudes have gay intentions for me, and have a natural desire for me to want them in a romantic or sexual way. I’m not happy about the fact that I can see a girl, and be really into her but she rather be into fucking girls and would never want to make love to me. I’m not happy about the fact that I’m starting to make it in this game but B and the boys back home are doing absolutely nothing with their lives. I’m not happy that I can enter a church and majority of the people that are present aren’t there because they love God and that many of them are there because of me. I’m not happy that I can’t seem to get by more than a week without doing drugs or drinking alcohol. I’m not happy that the world keeps pretending, makes a mockery out of heterosexuality, and hates Jesus


Laugh, and the world laughs with you
Weep, and you weep alone


I’m not happy
I can’t mask it
You can tell by
How quick I am to trip off the shrooms and acid
Hoping I be on a plane and it fucking crashes
What’s there to smile about
I struck out
With her, her, her, her, and her
Thought cause my dick small
Thought cause I’m a midget
But it was just cause men are something they don’t prefer
Outgrew my city
And B and the boys still lame as fuck
Stuck and not able to making something of themselves
Pretty much pieced everything together
But the truth is something the world won’t ever tell
Only finding romance if I be gay
Made dope records but still ain’t getting paid
Living in a world full of faggots
Where it seems like I’m the only one who prays
In Jesus’ name

I’m not happy
The world is fucking stupid
Not elusive to the things inclusive
Of Satan Lucifer
Shit man… let me start a new colony on Jupiter
Babies being aborted
Lines of coke being snorted
Power abusing pigs being extorted
Kids hating Jesus and the gospel and wanting to be like Drake or Jordan
What you mean Angie can’t remember
What you mean I got to keep my temper
Motherfucker you robbed me of a good life
Motherfucker you robbed me of a good wife
I don’t like being a lizard in a squirrel world
I don’t like never being more than a ego booster to the girls
I don’t like being some sort of fetish to the guys
I don’t like seeing through these set of eyes while the world is blind


I’m not happy
I can’t seem to hide it
Can’t seem to see the silver lining