[Intro]
Ah, maybe it's a rush (maybe it's a rush)
I'm not sure sometimes (sometimes)
I've given it everything (everything) it just takes (just takes)

[Verse 1]
Wanting, watching, debating on which way to run to
Haunted voices craving someone to run to

[Pre-Chorus]
I haven’t lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just want to be part of somethin', I just want to be real like You

[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like a monster and times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees, You’re my favorite disease

[Post-Chorus]
I just need to get back (need to get back)
I need to get back to where I was (back to where I was)
It can't be that far (can't be that far)

[Verse 2]
Silent warnings tell me that I’ve let things come undone
Show me, teach me the way to Heaven 'cause no other way can
[Pre-Chorus]
I haven’t lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just wanted to be part of somethin', I just wanted to be real like You

[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like a monster and times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees, You’re my favorite disease

[Bridge]
Closer, closer, closer to You
I need to be closer, have closure, get closer to You every step I take

[Chorus 2]
Sometimes I feel like a monster and times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees, You’re my favorite disease and I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
Sometimes I feel like a monster and times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees, You’re my favorite disease and I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me

[Outro]
I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me