[Hook](Thousand Foot Krutch)
I feel a million miles away, still you connect me in your way
And you create in me something I would’ve never seen
When I could only see the floor, you made my window a door
So when they say they don’t believe, I hope that they see you in me

[Verse 1]
Uhh…I look up but I’m still down
So cold to the bones dealing with chills now
Still vile it’s been worse and I still smiled
Struggle this hustle is rough homie - the skill’s miles…

…ahead of where I used to be, every-
-one around acting like they’re used to me, every-
-thing I do, feeling so abused it sees that I’m
Through and mean, here is where I stand up! ain't nobody

Talking I’m out watching the steel sparking, I’ve seen
Death, dishonor, killers and shrill marksmen - its still
Darkened, every moment I feel’s longer than the dripping 
Blood that’s spilling thick from the real shots? Deals off it’s…

…all I that I have…I tried to make a 
Way started off on the path, until the day I
Die and my body is wrapped, tossed in a coffin I’ll
Spazz I’ve come this far everything’s holding me back!!
I’ve lived in the halls of depression and 
Pressure it’s caused me to stress every second my
Breath isn’t excellent, thoughts of - gripping to a
Knife like a paintbrush, drawn on my neck this

Horrible death wish, pray to a God no re-
-sponse for the questions, possibly false resur-
-ection or maybe I’m lost no direction and 
Faith ain't enough in the darkness, homie I
Feel!!

[Hook](Thousand Foot Krutch)
I feel a million miles away, still you connect me in your way
And you create in me something I would’ve never seen
When I could only see the floor, you made my window a door
So when they say they don’t believe, I hope that they see you in me

[Verse 2]
(When I was) younger, man I never would think that I’d be
Strained out, nightmares every dream, still
Carrying the weight of the heaviest things what-
-ever is clean unsettled by the pleasure endeavors are

Less of the measure except for any treasure that gleams, I am
Used to all the fear and the weapons it brings, the
Crested regime, the Devil with his secular means un-
-heavenly schemes to leave me in a crevice I think - that I should
Take a few steps back…I’m standing on the
Edge overlooking what is vain…the world is what I've
Lost I have everything to gain…if everything is
Gone nothing ever is the same…if why I say is

Wrong then I need to make a change…if there are many
Locks then I know there is a chain….whatever is in-
-volved will be caught up in the flames homie I don’t wanna
Talk if the logic is ablaze listen this is what I’m

On… search for the answer to my problem
…and the reason I’m alive
I know there is a question that I’m solving
…but all I’m seeing is a lie

Carry out the lesson, am I Godless?
…I am feeling so deprived
Never felt any connection or light bondage
…will I see him when I die?

Will I be tossed into Hell where the 
Awful ones dwell? The perversive the murderers
Serving their purpose withdrawn to themselves?
Urgently cursed will it caused me to fail? 

Merciless stalked by the serpent I thought I was
Perfect I started reversing this drama is
Hurting observing internment response? It is
Worthless I stall at convergence I always will 
Feel…
[Hook](2x)(Thousand Foot Krutch)
I feel a million miles away, still you connect me in your way
And you create in me something I would’ve never seen
When I could only see the floor, you made my window a door
So when they say they don’t believe, I hope that they see you in me

[End](Thousand Foot Krutch)
I’m just the boy inside the man, not exactly who you think I am
Trying to trace my steps back here again so many times
When I could only see the floor, you made my window a door
So when they say they don’t believe, I hope that they see you in me