James Fauntleroy
Can’t Stay Here (Demo)
Am I blowin' smoke when I'm blowin' kisses?
Cause I feel like I'm chokin' - you burn my spirit
Am I crazy, am I drowning, did I fall - what am I standing 'round for?
Cause I don't feel home inside my own skin
Since I let you underneath
You turned my words into a curse
You made my bad way worse
You held my hand and let me down
I lost my mind, I'm goin' outside to look around
Cause I can't even stay here, no
And don't even say my name here, no don't
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things will change here
But I can't even stay here
Am I makin' sense, am I speakin' English?
Then why are you still in my mind? - I can hear you breathing
Am I dying, am I blind or am I still here - am I that dumb?
Cause it feels like I'm jealous of my old skin
Since I let you underneath, girl
You turned my words into a curse
You made my bad way worse
You held my hand and let me down
I lost my mind, I'm goin' outside to look around
Cause I can't even stay here, no
And don't even say my name here, no don't
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things will change here
But I can't even stay here
I can't even stay here, no
And don't even say my name here, no don't
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things will change here
But I can't even stay here
If I ever find my way back home you know I'm lost
And if you see me near the edge you know I'm jumpin' off
If I end up on life support go and pull the plug
Anything but love
Cause I can't even stay here, no
And don't even say my name here, no don't
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things will change here
But I can't even stay here
I can't even stay here, no
And don't even say my name here, no don't
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things will change here
But I can't ever stay here