I can't believe it
Even though I've seen it
With my own bare eyes
I mean it
I cried, why?
Oh, when I woke up Christmas Day
And you weren't in the bed by my side

I heard the alarm and I picked up the gun
Let's just wrap this shit up cause you know I'm prepared
I checked every room I had super mad 'cause no one else was there
I'm low, reminded me that I'm alone
I went back to my room and that's when I saw you
I didn't know what to do

(Hook)
Blew my mind
'Cause I've been tryin' to find
Somebody just like you
Lived just like a whole lifetime
Oh, wishin' I'd find you
Whole lifetime
Just wishin'
And prayin'
Christmas list, whatever
I don't mean no harm, I put down the gun with no questions
Started undressin', the kind of present they call a blessin'
Hot as the heart and I got the weapon
Is it trespassin' if we agree to sexin'
You don't even talk, you just do the lesson
Got me expectin' the unexpected

(Hook)
Blew my mind
(And you blew my mind)
'Cause I've been tryin' to find
(Tryin' to find somebody like you)
Somebody just like you
(Took a whole lifetime)
Lived just like a whole lifetime
Oh, wishin' I'd find you
Whole lifetime
(I know you're thinkin' I must be crazy)
Just wishin'
(Wishin')
And prayin'
(Prayin')
Christmas list, whatever
(Christmas list, baby)

(Hook)
Blew my mind
(Whatever's goin' on)
'Cause I've been tryin' to find
(I'm lookin' for somebody just like you)
Somebody just like you
(Just built to perfection)
Lived just like a whole lifetime
Oh, wishin' I'd find you
(I wish I could find you)
Whole lifetime
(Now I'm just wishin')
Just wishin'
(For the next Christmas)
And prayin'
(God as my witness)
Christmas list, whatever
(Ooh, oh oh ooh oh)