Left To Suffer
Consistent Suffering
Put out the fire that burns its hole
Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole
I know the pain is insufferable
And off to hell I go

Tear out the stitch
Why is it coming to this?
Slowly writhing inside, I'm desperate now to feel alive
Oh, now I'm losing control
Left in the cold, I'm all alone

Doomed, as the cycle repeats itself
And there's no hope for anyone else
I'm starting to look at myself
As the problem 'cause I know how it felt

I'm starting to suffocate
And it leads to being irate

Spit it out, words from your dirty mouth
As if you know the people you all seem to talk about
This seems so trivial yet effortless
Free formed words for another ass to kiss
This feeling isn't going away

My life now is broken
I wish I left it unspoken
You left me to die here
And now it's a constant reminder
I know you feel me now (I know you feel me)
Locked in the mess I made (Locked in this, locked in this)
Too busy searching for answers (Too busy searching)
To fix the damage you've caused (To fix this, to fix this)

You can't fix my fucked up mind
That burns its hole
Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole
I know the pain is insufferable
And off to hell I go
Consistent suffering
Consistent suffering

Built only from pain
As I'm counting down the days
And nothing feels the same
A never ending fucking elegy
A full syringe into the heart of animosity
And just to make the matters worse
I always look to you for validation first
Leaving me feeling insecure
'Cause you know how to hurt me

I know you feel me now (I know you feel me)
Locked in the mess I made (Locked in this, locked in this)
Too busy searching for answers (Too busy searching)
To fix the damage you've caused (To fix this, to fix this)
I know you feel me now
Locked in the mess I made
Too busy searching for answers
To fix the damage you've caused
(Too busy searching for answers)
(To fix the damage you've caused)

Consistent suffering
Consistent suffering