Woke up in the morning
Cloud disguise
I'm not ready
Motions blurry 
I need a minute
And I'm asking every minute
Am I doing what I intended
Getting message after message
Everybody needs somebody
I'm just a body waiting ending
Say what

I just want my family
Family
And "them" to care
I just want myself
Let me be myself

Stepping outside
And I'm leaving my comfort inside
Looking around
Vision's blurry I need myself

Walking 'round the city
And the wheels
Spinning, spinning
I see a window and the man is spinning
Body hanging from the ceiling
Smoking cigarette
Fume is covering the debt
I see womеn's eyes are wеt
Kids are playing to forget
I see mother's getting ready
Packing for another planet
To them kids with empty belly
Mother promised
Mother's ready
It's so scary job is heavy
Mind is screaming
Body steady
Mother and the father screaming
Shifty ship
The crew is edgy
Alive
I'm alive
When I'm alive
Alive
I'm alive
When I'm young