[Verse 1]
I couldn't do nun' but smile, on the day that they sentenced me
God couldn't bless me I guess cause I wish death on my enemies
Had more bodies than yall OGs by the time I was 23
Gettin' money on the E way that's from Texas to Tennessee
I had hoes 24
13 for a half a p
I love her but she ain't nothin' that's just what its gon have to be
Unhappily she'll greet me every time that she see me
Say I scare her when I speak 'causе in my face she see demons
Ain't play thе hand that I was dealt
You can't help it im leaving
It ain't 'bout money or respect, its 'bout order and reason
Cause I done ordered n***as deaths and disrespect was the reason
Late nights me and my heater I felt my heart was still freezing
Honestly ain't feel no love until I turned to the plug, then all them jokes and funny shit turned into kisses and hugs
All that shit I prayed for, god must been holding a grudge, cause he ain't seem to wanna budge 'til I start prayin for drugs
Me and bro on robbing sprees from California to Oregon
They ain't wanna let us in we had no choice but to force em
I had a adderall addiction
In my sleep I feel tortured
I fuck her while her baby sleep and help her pay up her mortgage

[Verse 2]
Dont speak to me 'bout shown' love, I gave the shirt off my back
I needed n***as in return they just kept turning they back
They want respect 'cause of they age but we ain't goin' for that
It don't take money for no war just ammunition and straps
'Member nights I called you crying, told me I was too tempting
In denial about my feelings I had cried me a river
Took my feelings out my pocket and replaced with a pistol
N***as play me like I ain't really out here and official
Peep me, I take this loyal shit deeply
I had too many close n***as cross me to let new n***as beat me
I was goin' through hell waking up in my cell
Junkies detoxing, shittin, food turning them pale
If a n***a ain't know no better he would think that I failed, but im still running up my chicken while im sitting in jail
Making sales clientele wanna shop with the don
Cold story of a king I started off as a pawn
Took a risk and sold my soul in exchange for a farm
And covered my body in snakes no sense in mowing my lawn
No advice, not cause I know what im doing
But I know where im going, the way I was living was death or in prison
Tryn' catch you a picture keep running off and you gon' catch you a smith'n
When I die who gon' fuck on my Mrs
Half on him and half on her 'cause she shouldn't have listened
I don't ask for permission, I never pray for forgiveness
I never