[Chorus]
Lately, I've been feelin' like I'm fuckin' dying
Hangin' on a thread from the rope that I was tyin' (Tyin')
I'm hangin' off for dear life, I pray that some' feels right
The walls closin', air tight, I'm still fightin' (Still fightin')
Lately, I've been feelin' like somethin' missin'
They show me love but they keep it at a distance (Show me love)
I get attached to what I write because it matches up with life
So I ain't askin' for advice, I think they trippin' (Ugh)
[Verse]
Yeah, stuck inside my head, tryin' to find a way out
Street lights illuminate the ave we finna stay out
I love chaos in itself, the fascinatin' way how
I stick around through the turbulencе to see it play out, yeah
Check it, they not rеally gettin' the message, I gotta beat it to their heads
I used to be obsessed with suicide as a kid, thank God, I'm glad I'm not dead
I been lookin' through the roof of a glass house, somehow I still be seein' red
Everybody sayin' a lot of different but I don't care what so and so said
Can't fail 'cause I'm givin' my blood and my tears
Farewell, I've withdrawn what I've loved for some years
Say goodbye to who I was, I've become somethin' fierce
Drowning y’all in your hate for me, don't come up for air
Had a lot of days when I couldn't breathe
Somehow addicted to the feeling, had to put it all behind me
I shed the skin, I purge the weakness
I look back and I grieve
This life I went and threw away, knowin' they hate to see me change
[Chorus]
Lately, I've been feelin' like I'm fuckin' dying
Hangin' on a thread from the rope that I was tyin' (Tyin')
I'm hangin' off for dear life, I pray that some' feels right
The walls closin', air tight, I'm still fightin' (Still fightin')
Lately, I've been feelin' like somethin' missin'
They show me love but they keep it at a distance (Show me love)
I get attached to what I write because it matches up with life
So I ain't askin' for advice, I think they trippin' (Ugh)