Ordinary L*** S*** Part 3

My path for tomorrow is relaxing at full throttle

Born to be a leader but a tough act to follow

Bet on me at all costs in spite of my cash

So if I can't afford the Waldorf, I can afford to fall off

Stories over greatness, no stopping my zone

Im bumping Romans Revenge but Im plotting my own

Like a prophecy in case n***as haven't learned not to bother me

Before you send your shots, just check my return policy

Could do without the leeches, shoes without the creases

Miami Heat hater but I do the South Beaches

For any drama I be calling up monsters

I ain't Gilbert I never met a Wall I can't conquer

Ruger aimed if Im who you try and belittle

I learned its hard to get justice when you try and be civil

Whatever the future holds I can live with the day

Some n***as will sell their soul but some will give it away

And thats the devil in disguise they window of opportunity is minimized

Simplified, check what I exemplify

Bitch n***a, heres something for you to generalize

Estate out by Tenafly, pool houses, winterized

Play in that water, you bound to get your feet wet

Only rapper with nothing to hide, me and G-Dep

My shorty might disagree with that sentiment

If I keep something from you, I promise its all innocent

Bitches gon get you with that fake out beat

Won't let them Media Takeout me

A made n***a gotta know Im dealing with me

Gotta put up with a lot of hate

Before you say you love me how much of it can you tolerate

You can't talk about marriage and giving birth

If you hit the dirt anytime you think I lift a skirt

It grows tiresome every time you get berserk

Plus if you abandon home over what was just a flirt

Without a care, Ill just chuck Deuces

My skin will turn numb and youll be stuck with what your truth is

Then youll feel a way thinking I should have resisted

Then youll start to see a side of me you never knew existed

Cause youve never seen me act like a jerk

I know women will provoke you and get mad when it works

Rather reserved and that always makes matters the worst

Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts

But wait, its to the point I gotta ask myself

Why the fuck is it so easy to detach myself

Maybe it ain't you, just something I lack myself

But if these wounds are self inflicted I can patch myself

Now listen I could give a fuck bout how them other n***as treated you

If your ass was that perfect they would be with you

I dont care if you dimed out

Youll say your the best Ill ever have and Ill say Im willing to find out

Wait, Im thinking bout our bond and what happened to it

If you ain't lifting the burden, you probably adding to it

She say my logics wild and its sick to her

She say Im all for self and dont consider her

She feel like she dont have a voice in this relationship

Im thinking boo you got a choice so why you taking it

Certain shit I wouldn't stand for

Im giving her my all but she demands more

I wish she would understand more

Certain shit you couldn't plan for

Im guessing if I love you and you're worth it

I should take some time out and figure if you deserve this

But you just think that Im full of it

We both come from backgrounds of bullshit

Im fortunate that ain't what you see in me

Ill stop lying to you once you start believing me

But Im always who you wanna bring the questions to

Its less about me hiding shit and more about protecting you

Its totally different the way our minds are made up

To me flirtings natural, to her its cause for break up

To me its human nature she disagree with the logic

Confusing being monogamous with being robotic

I talk to other girls, I interact with em

You shouldn't take that as tryna get in the sack with them

Just know how I act with you is how I act alone

I signed up for a girl not a chaperon

Besides that planll backfire and Ill dishonor her

She dont take my word and now I feel Im being monitored

And I want you to be the one that I endured the longest

Accept me at my weakest, support me at my strongest

Bring something to the table though, earn ya keep

Then Ill triple it and all I ask in return is peace

Ain't with the arguing shit all the time

You see Im honest to a fault but is it yours or mine

I put you through some things where you could have bolted

You want honesty or rather shit be sugar coated

Ill put you on a list of people screaming fuck me too

Do you want a pretty lie or the ugly truth?

Truth is you got some things that you gotta learn too

When everything that concerns me dont concern you

Truth is you gotta a couple tainted views

And you bring up my ex as if I couldn't do the same with you

Truth is you want me the dude that kept it realer

Truth is youre too emotional and need a better filter

No third party will ruin our plan

Id hate for you to be the girl whos too consumed with her man

So I want you to have your own plans

You to have you own ends, you to have your own life

You to have your own friends and Ill be right beside you

I can tell that you pride full

Cause you dont bring up problems that you got with me till I do

You say that Im out a lot and that I ain't here enough

You take care of me and Ill take care of us

Id love to put a child in you and live lavish

But my baby momma scared me, let me tell you bout my baggage

We could have a son and break up and be done

And now Ill never see him again

As you take him and run

You gon tell him that hes fatherless

Tell him that Im cowardly

Youll have some resentment so youll start acting childishly

Youll rape me in court cause of course youll have it out for me

To you it may sound absurd but for me its a reality

Still at times where it seems like youre not proud of me

Though Im showing you the best man I know how to be

But you keep saying show me more

Youd appreciate me better had you known me before

Youve never been cheated on

Had another chick in your house in your bed

You, you ain't seen the worst time

Hit you with that old move

Take you to a flick that Ive already seen with another broad

But pretend like its my first time

And, nah you dont know how that sound

On the phone with you, while she quiet in the background

Bunch of shit that I ain't in a hurry to do

So before you beef, know that he got buried for you

I dont tell you that for points, nah, you can keep the brownies

I tell you so that you know I was mature when you found me

Tell you so you know that little boy shit that I get annoyed with

You should keep it coy with, cause all that is, is stress for me

Im not ya ex baby girl, you not a catch for me

I mean respectfully

Certain shit Im not a glutton for

For every bad bitch, theres a n***a tired of fucking her

But you could be my wife forever

Lets grow old live life together

Vacay, catch flights, take pictures

Everything that my last broad always wanted but got a beef with me when she asked for it...