[Verse 1]
Fuck you and fuck your lies
Fuck you trying to be mine
Fuck the scene and fuck the lights
Ain’t nobody here who’s nice

A thousand hoes a night will never make it alright
Fuck my ex cause he was right
Ain’t nobody loves me like him

Lately I’m so paranoid
Feel like someone else

Swear I can never relax
I’m trynna be the best I can be
Don’t feel like me

[Chorus]
But I love it
Maybe cause I’m self-destructive
Numb thе world just to feel something
I’ve nevеr felt worse but somedays, yeah

Yeah I love it
Maybe cause I’m self-destructive
Numb the world just to feel something
I’ve never felt worse but somedays, yeah
I love it

[Interlude]
I love it
I love it
I love it

[Verse 2]
I’m giving advice I never take
Making the same mistakes again
My stomach’s been quiet lately
So I’m guessing maybe
They’re all dead in there

But I’ll be okay
Cause I’ve already been here and I know the way out
So keep writing girl

[Chorus]
But I love it
Maybe cause I’m self-destructive
Numb the world just to feel something
I’ve never felt worse but somedays, yeah

Yeah I love it
Maybe cause I’m self-destructive
Numb the world just to feel something
I’ve never felt worse but somedays, yeah
I love it