The feeling of loss is one i know too well the endless guilt, all i do is fucking dwell

So many questions unanswered
No shoulder to lean on
You're supposed to be here
How the fuck do I carry on?
A vicious cycle of emotions run rampant
Silence is perpetuated I can't fucking stand it

But now its too late, and now you're gone
The weight of everything is keeping me from standing strong
I feel so hollow, I feel so lost
It kills me knowing that you won't ever pick up
When i fucking call

If only I could stop you
Something could've been done
So many friends around you
By many you were loved
I know its not as simple as reaching out
The dark corners of your mind present you to all your doubts

The dark corners of your mind present you to all your doubts

But now its too late, and now you're gone
The weight of everything is keeping me from standing strong
I feel so hollow, I feel so lost
It kills me knowing that you won't ever pick up
When i fucking call
Why do the good ones always have to go first?
I can't keep losing more friends that suffer the same curse
Desperately longing for the day we are relieved of all this pain
And i'd take it all if it means that you'd stay

And even though the sun dont shine much on this part of the earth
We will carry on just for you

This never gets easier
This never gets easier