And lately I been trapped inside a bubble
I just huddle with myself for some warmth..
Mama told me be safe, stay out of trouble
But I been doing bad lately, so I’m torn

Half of me just wanna exist
In an abyss
While I drift to the eclipse of my own light..

I’m tryna fight my own fight..
My mama always wanna help, that’s what I don’t like
I know she got some things to handle...

I know her son supposed to be the one that’s on, right?
Look, I went got a degree
Now white people could look and me
And know I don’t bite..
I guess that mean that I’m on right?

But I been feelin' like I’m really slacking..
Thought I would get to packin', and..
Leave my home right?

But now my bank account severely lackin'
And I’m in debt already
So I can’t take out a loan, right?
And shawty hit my phone when I was mackin'
But now I feel like shit, so I tell her leave me alone, right?

Like Flipp Dinero
I gets dinero..
Well not really I guess that’s why I wrote this song, right?
This shit is called life...

This shit is called life..
And if it hit you, or it miss you
Then it’s alright
X4

Yeah I just like to put my life on the track
My vices and actions make me get to writing in captions
While I, reflect on moments in the past tense..
When I was past tense, I mean the tension could tie up like ten tents

I never tend to be tenuous with the text..
My metaphors a contract
Always another, next
Thank you... to Auriana
Not the singer, my ex...
She taught me not to live with no regrets

But lately my memory really losing me...
I see a picture of myself
I'm asking who is he?
Like why he acting like that fo'?
This just confuses me
And why he didn’t lock that fro?
And go play for a team
I guess I always liked autonomy
I thought it was cuz making friends was kinda scary
But now I know a lil uh, astrology...
You know the stars and shit
I had to learn it’s just cuz i’m an Aries..

My momma say she don’t believe in that though
I tell her our beliefs are in a vacuum..
Devoid of matter
But that don’t mean I don’t believe in nothing
I'm just avoiding all the chatter..
I hate them crowds even though i’m a rapper...

This shit is called life..
And if it hit you, or it miss you
Then it’s alright
X8