[Verse]
Looking through the window, as the sun shines
Thinking about life flashing right near my eyes
As I lay upon my bed, during the final moments of my life
I wonder how I’ll go out as the clocks strikes to when I die
I know that these n***as be laughing at me
But who the fuck cares, I’m just doing me
Focus on myself, fuck on what you think
I’m just being myself, as your thoughts start to shrink
I know that you’re mad at me, let’s make amends
Can’t be holding grudges until the end
I’ve been out my comfort zone, making friends
They say that my life has always been pretend
Somеtimes I’ve been having thoughts about death, but I put that shit to thе side
I stay with the homies until our time is up, put out the most in our lives
Rest in peace my grandmother, I know she’s watching me up in the skies
Whenever I think about death, I burst out in tears, always watching me cry
I’ve been through the worst, almost got kicked out the crib
I stood up for myself, ‘cause I knew that was the right thing I did
But in the end I know that they’ll never get it, so be it
Been through hell and back, what else do I have to prove?
This ain’t the life that I picked, this was the life that my family chose
I wished that I can leave this hellhole so I can come see you
Been through hell and back, what else do I have to prove?
This ain’t the life that I picked, this was the life that my family chose
I wished that I can leave this hellhole so I can come see you