[Spoken]
After so many years of like
Trying to cure myself and heal myself
And it's like now I wake up in the morning
It's like, it's okay
It doesn't hurt really very bad
But it does, but you get so much more in touch with the hurt
You're just like
You learn about it and you're just like
"Oh, I see why that hurt exists"
It's because it's like deeply intrinsic to a point in time and just
In nature of being alive