Chasing Dragons 2

I’ve been sitting in the lab she been sitting in the loungeroom

Wasting all my time and this place ain’t about you

We’re gonna make it big baby I know that we bout to

I’m gonna change our lives with these rhymes that I’ll outdo

Never gonna slip, doing it for her sake

I know I throw a fit but It hurts me for her sake

I’m falling in this pip, walking the abyss

I been talking to ya kids I been heavy on the work rate

Ever since my birthday, chase another dragon

I been in the worst state, waking up a madman

I wanna call it quits she don’t love me like she used to

Calling her a bitch and I’m a full-blown loser

I needa sober up, I said in self destruct

I been calling out for help I get told man up nah

Fuck it Ima jump tell my mother I’m a sin

Tell my little brother he’s nothing but a king

Tell my father that I love him we ain’t nothing but a click

I’ve been acting kinda stubborn and I’m fucking up my sitch

I’ve been feeling smothered from the pressure just to live

But I gotta prove to me that I ain’t ever gonna quit

Stop lying to myself now, baby I been hell-bound

Tell me that I’m crazy or just maybe it’s my self-doubt

Second guessing everything I’ve ever had to spit now

I been watching mates fly to heaven with their wings out

They be with the kings now I gotta keep the grind on

This for all the boys in the sky keep your shine on

I gotta lotta burdens and they steady get a pile on

It’s worth any memory I ever get a smile on

I wanna go back, back to the days

Back to the summer nights on the piss with my mates

Stem sunset skies at the [?] in the bay

Take me straight back to mum’s way back in the day

Fuck we all growing up, got a lot of love

Ill be back real soon boys I gotta blow us up

I been looking back a lot, thinking what I been through

And then my stomach knots and I feeling kinda see through

This feeling fuck eats me, she know I didn’t mean to

She heard it all before but why the fuck am I so evil

I got a lotta change, saying fatter gains

Should I go and see a psych instead of spitting to my page (fuck)