[Chorus 1: PARIAH PETE]
I look around hoping change will come my way
Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways
You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best
But i have no proof
X2

[Verse 1: PARIAH PETE]
Motherfucker who, always has a problem
Ain't no happy days wouldn't know em if i saw one
Im lobbing, assumptions in every which direction
Can't help but judge a cover thats a chapter of my stressing
So im guessing, bound by a subconscious contract
Pen ink pierces the page, thats my combat
Outside these walls, and outside my brain matter
Represents whats truly inside, now let that settle
Im doctor jekyll and im hyde
And it all depends on the date, place, and the time
Lets rewind, only bout 6 months back
When it first became apparent you dont have my back
But thats that
I guess ill leave it in the past today
But theres no telling tomorrow i will feel the same
I look for your qualities in all other people
So, ive been having trouble since we seeing other people
[Chorus 2: PARIAH PETE]
I look around hoping change will come my way
Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways
You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best
But i have no proof
X2

[Verse 2: JD]
In this battle that i have with myself
Lacking sobriety, since society passive with help
But i just laugh it off, cause after all nobody gives a damn
They dont listen to understand but to judge you after
They call you kin, then feel the switch if they feel they have to
And thats some shit that leave me sad and heating grass up
Thinking back to when i wasn't a dope head
With some motive other than a rhyme in my note pad
And its so sad to see a heart break change you
Now im detached unlike wired cables
Still sad about the fact that the sparks been absent
Between her and i and the vibe that we patterned
I see thru the skies, bleed thru a bandage
Meaning, i might leak and sink a line up passion
Evacuate please this world is evil enough with
The fingers and the thumbs run in the strings of these puppets
Fuck
[Chorus 3: PARIAH PETE]
I look around hoping change will come my way
Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways
You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best
But i have no proof
X2

[Outro]
I look around
I ain't see a piece of proof
I fiddle around
With the thought of us two
With you
The deal with me
Never one filled with glee
But if you smile
Imma show how i be
With you