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[Intro]
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Tears
Bloodhounds
Noheart

[Verse 1: funeral]
I don't wanna like you, but I do at the same time
All the signs in plain sight, you know I’ma stay right
Right by your side when you wake up
No makeup, I wanna wake up
I wish this was easier for me to comprehend
Pretend, like everything's ok when it's not
Baby we should let our hearts melt and mend
To love a friend, until the end

[Verse 2: Chach]
I can’t see shit, you're my weakness
All this blood loss, you're my reason
I'ma run through all four seasons
All the time, I can't stop thinking
Tell me why they always wanna fuck with me
I got voices in my head
It's not up to me, to live in peace
God damn, it's a luxury
I like bad luck, baby, now you're stuck with me
[Verse 3: Yung Skrrt]
I ain’t had nobody in a long damn time
Tryna see what’s in my head, but I'm feeling so blind
Everything I know try to attack me all the time
Four walls ain’t enough, put another four up
So I get high 'til I fall asleep
You can take another whole piece of me
Never really need any security
'Til you know that you were wrong again

[Verse 4: Grandee]
Talking to me nice, I don't like you
I don’t wanna fight, I just want to run off in the night
And my head don't feel alright
Alright, alr-
When you look up at me, with those big ol blue eyes
Cut me, with your twisted sick knife
Trust me, poison tipped and stained bright
Deathless, am I dead yet?

[Hook: blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
[Verse 5: mental]
I can't help it, I'm helpless
Leave me back there
You tell me all these lies
See through your disguise
Tell me all these lies, oh
I don't wanna lie to you, I'm not scared but
I don't wanna waste my time when I stare
And she wanna take my heart, and my cheddar
I don't wanna waste my time when I can't help you
What do I do? (Oh)

[Verse 6: POPSTARBILLS]
I-I-I don't wanna fight the feeling
It's a process, I'm still healing
It'll take some time believing
It'll be okay, I see it
I don't wanna fight anymore, no no
It's been past the point, woah woah woah woah
T-T-Times are moving slow, so slow, oh oh
I-I-I just gotta learn to let go (let go, g-g-go)

[Verse 7: angelus]
I'm just scared that you're gonna replace me
Don't want you to miss me, I can't deal with this at all
I forgive and forget, I'm just stuck in my head
And I fucking hate my thoughts
Don't wanna be left alone, but please don't call up my phone
FaceTime makes me so nervous
N***as acting so weird, gotta get outta here
Man, why you acting bogus?
[Verse 8: fns]
Fake love, that's the e-pill
Tryna sleep but I can't stay still
Blow a bag on some cheap thrills
Say you love me but I can't feel
You're holding me back
Baby treat me like a bloodbag
It's all in my head
You're stressing me out

[Verse 9: 8485]
I know I won't forget the night that you told me
That you didn't harm me, like I think that you harmed me
You made me ugly, baby you scarred me
Then you wanna turn around and make me say that I'm sorry, nah
Fucking never again
I never wanted you 'round 'cause I had plenty of friends
And you don't know how to get close to me or any of them
Can't wait to see your ass [?] and then just get in the Benz

[Hook: Blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I do-o-on't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me

[Verse 10: Kuru]
Trying my hardest for you
I don't know if it is enough
So inside, you won't tell me
Some [?], make sure that you know that
Probably lying to your face off a Prozac
Lying 'bout your love for me, how you 'gon show that?
Go ahead and be my pillow, like it's fucking [?]
[?] but Ima keep my words
Smoking on my fucking room, and I think that I'll go insane
I hate this place, but this thing is fucking the same

[Verse 11: Kite]
I don't care, I don't need you
I can't do what I want to do
That's so much, push me around insanely that I roll
Something wrong so I been looking for you
You can't move I'm so fucked up
Asking myself if I waste too much
I'm looking tired In my whole life
200 mile drive, and I'll run into this wall

[Verse 12: Misaku Foxx]
Nauseous, I'm sick like a dog
Don't you love me, it's your favorite song
I don't even need millions, when [?]
Smoking gas with Alice, you feeling like it's colder
I'm so sorry I'm selfish, sometimes I can't help it
I'm fucked up in the back off some powder
I'm so sorry, I'll be back in an hour

[Verse 13: Midwxst]
Put a knife through my wrist just to numb my pain
Long nights, I been thinking don't know if I'll the same
Metal up to my head, bullet go through my brain
Tired of being at a stand still, this shit is the same
Addict me with nicotine, always won't come back
Pulling my heart, manipulate me so bad
I become no one if I make me feel bad
Stab me so much, oh I can't even feel that

[Hook: Blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me-e-e-e