Always had a problem with standing still
(Nit this is it)

I was mixing alcohol with the pills
Looking at the mirror there's no one there
Always had a problem with standing still
Don't know how the fuck I even made it here

And everybody hurts some times
But I don't want to wait in line
Sometimes I really get sore

And I don't wanna close my eyes
Cuz I might miss you when I wake up
Can't watch the next time you do your makeup

Felling missing out got me restless
6am and I'm still not exhausted
Looking out the window all the way home
Blowing smoke up out the window
And I can't wait to be alone