[Intro Sample]

"It's the last I'll ever dream of you tonight...
It's the last I'll ever dream of you."

[Verse]

Everyone's been saying that I'm dead
Well, baby, that's not new...
Since the warmth of the womb of my mother my conscious fell thru

Since my body's gone numb I took Laudanum and I felt so strong
But in the end after all it was just elusive
(Just elusive, baby...)

Elusive like the passion that you've planted on my heart
The thorns around the roses make it bleed to tear apart
Yeah it's hard...
I'm not chasing you anymore
I left this bitter, now I'm leaving sour

I enjoyed a swift defeat
All my chips were gambled on "win" - and it cost all that I had and it costs you all you fed and I fed nothing but love

(And you took me as above
And you crushed me like twice
And you crushed me like ice
I don't think that that's right)
I'm tired of all that's happening, this city's done with me
I went to get my apartment but I still feel spleen
Nowhere to run when it's inside you
Love gets to sad as the skies turn to blue
And as you look the twilight on the horizon, you can clearly see it... You
And that's how you know deep down not all ruins fell thru

So I'll take my bruised cold hands
Cuz I'm tired of playing pretend
And I'll get my shit together
That's a promise stripped in leather
Tied in copper, wrote in letter
I'm just doing it for the better

Cuz' I'm tired of re-enacting Pierrot the Clown
So I really think it's better if I don't catch you around
And I've been busy with my studies about the craft
Baby I don't curse you nah don't worry about that

[Outro]

Angel girl awaits me in the colder realm version...
I'm anxious for her passion