[Chorus: xexio]
I don't want to fall asleep cause I don't like waking up (waking up)
The way you hurt me kept me down until I woke up
I've been real paranoid, I keep the blade tucked
You can find me in the night with my wrist cut
I don't want to fall asleep cause I don't like waking up (waking up)
The way you hurt me kept me down until I woke up
I've been real paranoid, I keep the blade tucked
You can find me in the night with my wrist cut

[Post Chorus]
She knows that I'm bad for her, and I've been bad for me
You're so bad for me, you're no good for me
I will try to love you
As long as you try to pull through

[Verse 1: Ulter]
See me as nothing..
You only wanna talk when you want something
I am worth nothing
Broken down and crying in your arms is how I wanna spend my night
Girl I need you in my lifе
No I'm not alright
Can't you spend one more night
See you out in public and I cry
Lеave the party just so i can take my life
Watch me hide my wrist
All the time I wasted tryin to fix this
All the wounds you left me with
I'm closed off cause I just don't wanna be seen
All the time you wasted tryna fix me
[Verse 2: Helloing]
I know that I'm not the one that you want
I was in the club, and you were on drugs
I want you to have trust in me
Baby we could leave this place
I'll keep you under my arms, baby you're safe
I'd do anything just to see your face
And I just wanna be held under your arms
You're like a drug baby you keep me so calm

[Chorus: xexio]
I don't want to fall asleep cause I don't like waking up (waking up)
The way you hurt me kept me down until I woke up
I've been real paranoid, I keep the blade tucked
You can find me in the night with my wrist cut
I don't want to fall asleep cause I don't like waking up (waking up)
The way you hurt me kept me down until I woke up
I've been real paranoid, I keep the blade tucked
You can find me in the night with my wrist cut