[Hook: Nems]

Condolences, the old me is gone
The closest that you'll get to him is hearing me on a song
I done ran the streets crazy thinking right was wrong
Breaking night till my life was gone


[Verse 1: Nems]

I couldn’t do it
Mom dukes I'm sorry I put you through it
My first car was stolen Buick
That's when making music was fun
Sniffin’ coke till my face was numb, all night like I hate the sun
Wherever I go I take my gun
Beat a dudes ass till the jakes come and proceed like it's
A normal fucking thing to spend weeks in Rikers
People asking me why the fuck is you living like this?
"You got talent, so why you running around screaming out 'fuck ya lifе' being violent"
Maybe bеcause I was uncomfortable around silence
Or maybe because I'm a product of my environment in Coney Island
And everybody I get close to winds up dying
And I got problems showing emotions or even crying
And I get through this rap shit without trying
But all these motherfuckin' rappers do is keep lying, so


[Hook: Nems] (2x)

Condolences, the old me is gone
The closest that you'll get to him is hearing me on a song
I done ran the streets crazy thinking right was wrong
Breaking night till my life was gone, gone, gone


[Verse 2: Dirty Sanchez]

I used to go from door to door and now I have my own palace
You tend to lose a lot when ya chakras are imbalanced
47 living', everyday was like a challenge and I learned to move alone once I knew I had this talent
Nothing lasts forever, that’s what they always told me
Used to rely on n***as, but now that’s the old me
I was left behind and that never stopped my grind
Now I'm working everyday, bust the rhymes to ease my mind
Everyday I live and learn, I saw the tables turn
And now they get upset because I got what I deserve
Everything that I accomplished, kid, I did on my own
I see your face is bothered every time I sit on the throne
I left to chase my dreams while y’all n***as stayed at home
I left you all alone when I went in album mode
In the right light, they true colors always shown
Fuck it if the top is lonely, that's my comfort zone
The kids are always proud, they look at me as I'm the man
Cause I stepped up to the devil and smacked him with god's hand
And now we moving international, it’s all part of the plan
Imma see who my true fans are when shit hits the fan
Imma send a fuckin' picture to whoever doubt it
Get it closer to the top, you scared to climb the mountain
This game isn't for people thinkin' in shifts of a night
If you don't focus on the goal, then you out of sight
And I just spoke to Steezy, he said everything is 'ight
He knows my time is coming, I ain't giving up the fight
I do this in my sleep, you only do it in your dreams
It's like my anesthesia is attacking all these beats

[Hook: Nems] (2x)

Condolences, the old me is gone
The closest that you'll get to him is hearing me on a song
I done ran the streets crazy thinking right was wrong
Breaking night till my life was gone, gone, gone