Nems
(Unwanted) Freedom
(Chorus)
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

(Verse 1)
I'm doin' anything just to get my mind off you
Writin' these bars cause I got nobody to talk to
I try to talk to you but you ain't listenin'
Walkin' through the storm in your cold got me shiverin'
She ain't missin' him, she got a heart of ice
She got a best friend, so she takes advice
Long nights without her voice, ain't nothin' nice
She don't say it but she lives it, fuck your life
Lets keep it cordial, lets keep it friendly
I shoulda called ya, you shoulda text me
I-I guess there's no point lookin' back
A year and change down the drain, would you look at that? (Damn)
I said we need a break, day later took it back
I guess by then you had enough, you already snapped
If I could take it back, I probably woulda done it
But I guess it's done, here's the song you always wanted


(Chorus)
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing (barely)
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in (daily)
'Cause I got time while she got freedom (really)
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

(Verse 2)
I wanna tell you that I've changed so you come back
B-b-but really I ain't done that
I ain't been doin' shit, but tryna cope
Y-y-you got me sick, like you was my dope
I try to talk to other women, but there's no use
Tryna mold them to your frame, but they're no you
Yeah there's no you, just a y-o
And I'm over here wonderin' why yo?
I got time and she got freedom
She's just fine like she don't need 'em
I'm just lyin' like that how's how I treat 'em
When on the inside I'm really mournin' and grievin'
It's like the loss of my best friend
Out in the cold, I just want to step in
Startin' again, wonderin' when it will just end
I dunno if I can ever love again

(Outro)
I ain't mad, I ain't bitter, I'm just fucked up (I'm just fucked up)
I ain't mad, I ain't bitter, I'm just fucked up (I'm just fucked up)
No more laughs, no more dinners, we done fucked up (We done fucked up)
I ain't mad, I ain't bitter, I'm just fucked up (I'm just fucked up)
Tryin' to figure out what's what
(Chorus)
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing (barely)
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in (daily)
'Cause I got time while she got freedom (really)
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even