Tired
[Intro: Donny]
At night when I'm sleepin', the times that I'm grievin', I find that I'm keepin' up
I think about leavin' my brothers, the reason I'm always on top of shit keepin' up
I awful at thinkin' my mind is the creature is not gonna stop me from keepin' up
I mob with the reaper, my job is to meet you, and greet you, and hold you from keepin' up
[Verse 1: Donny]
Tired of the same old shit
New clothes but the same old whip
New woes, new flow, but the flame don't flick
I'm tired that the pain don't hit me like it used to
Who's the most influential? Tombstone risen from my old instrumentals
Book shows in my frozen city 'cause the cold don't hit me like it used to
Who knew I rocked with the style that I could not ride with for longest of times
I know why you're surprised that I'm writin' this rhyme
I'm not the guy that's hear to talk with you
I am the gun, tired of fame and my muzz hit the fuzz
Tired of fakin' my buzz, I [?] my age was so young
Tired of snakin' my way to the angels above, I'm so tired
[Chorus]
Take your scraps, stay back, do as your told
These are all the fables that we're sold
Painful memories race through my mind
Help me, help me, help me, I'm so tired
I'm so tired, I'm so tired, I'm so tired
[Verse 2: WHATUPRG]
Yeah, who woulda known? I'm not the same as before
The kid that you grew to love, screwin' up, doin' a whole lotta things he was told not to do
Got a tattoo
She said, "I can't look at you, you're not the same guy that I used to look up to"
I wish I came by the way that I used to do
Look at you, tell you the things I been goin' through
I'm just so tired of the BS, the lies and the secrets
The tries and the regrets, can't find what I'm seekin'
I'm fine on the weekends but Monday I'm thinkin' why you and I fight every night for no reason
I'm tired of these thoughts in mind
Don't wanna fight, I'm tryna keep us alive
But if you decide you need to be gone for some time
You should move on with your life
[Chorus]
Take your scraps, stay back, do as your told
These are all the fables that we're sold
Painful memories race through my mind
Help me, help me, help me, I'm so tired
I'm so tired, I'm so tired, I'm so tired
[Verse 3: Scum]
One more worry then I'm blowin' up
N***as call it kettle black 'til it's blowin' off steam
Really gotta thank you all for showin' up
For never helpin' with the nightmares, only shittin' on my dreams
808s take me to a different place
When the food was scarce on my dinner plate
I wish I disintegrated, wish I suffocated in my pillow case
Never had the courage to facilitate it, take me Lord
Blue dreams for the bad things, and the good too
Hate my fuckin' job but they tellin' me to push through
Takin' baby steps while these n***as gettin' footloose
Someone give me [?] 'cause I couldn't take another shot 'til the heart gives out
Don't leave me scarred this time, guard this mind
Before I leave this godless life, and forced to leave you all behind
Help me through it
At night when I'm sleepin', the times that I'm grievin', I find that I'm keepin' up
I think about leavin' my brothers, the reason I'm always on top of shit keepin' up
I awful at thinkin' my mind is the creature is not gonna stop me from keepin' up
I mob with the reaper, my job is to meet you, and greet you, and hold you from keepin' up
[Verse 1: Donny]
Tired of the same old shit
New clothes but the same old whip
New woes, new flow, but the flame don't flick
I'm tired that the pain don't hit me like it used to
Who's the most influential? Tombstone risen from my old instrumentals
Book shows in my frozen city 'cause the cold don't hit me like it used to
Who knew I rocked with the style that I could not ride with for longest of times
I know why you're surprised that I'm writin' this rhyme
I'm not the guy that's hear to talk with you
I am the gun, tired of fame and my muzz hit the fuzz
Tired of fakin' my buzz, I [?] my age was so young
Tired of snakin' my way to the angels above, I'm so tired
[Chorus]
Take your scraps, stay back, do as your told
These are all the fables that we're sold
Painful memories race through my mind
Help me, help me, help me, I'm so tired
I'm so tired, I'm so tired, I'm so tired
[Verse 2: WHATUPRG]
Yeah, who woulda known? I'm not the same as before
The kid that you grew to love, screwin' up, doin' a whole lotta things he was told not to do
Got a tattoo
She said, "I can't look at you, you're not the same guy that I used to look up to"
I wish I came by the way that I used to do
Look at you, tell you the things I been goin' through
I'm just so tired of the BS, the lies and the secrets
The tries and the regrets, can't find what I'm seekin'
I'm fine on the weekends but Monday I'm thinkin' why you and I fight every night for no reason
I'm tired of these thoughts in mind
Don't wanna fight, I'm tryna keep us alive
But if you decide you need to be gone for some time
You should move on with your life
[Chorus]
Take your scraps, stay back, do as your told
These are all the fables that we're sold
Painful memories race through my mind
Help me, help me, help me, I'm so tired
I'm so tired, I'm so tired, I'm so tired
[Verse 3: Scum]
One more worry then I'm blowin' up
N***as call it kettle black 'til it's blowin' off steam
Really gotta thank you all for showin' up
For never helpin' with the nightmares, only shittin' on my dreams
808s take me to a different place
When the food was scarce on my dinner plate
I wish I disintegrated, wish I suffocated in my pillow case
Never had the courage to facilitate it, take me Lord
Blue dreams for the bad things, and the good too
Hate my fuckin' job but they tellin' me to push through
Takin' baby steps while these n***as gettin' footloose
Someone give me [?] 'cause I couldn't take another shot 'til the heart gives out
Don't leave me scarred this time, guard this mind
Before I leave this godless life, and forced to leave you all behind
Help me through it