I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close
Not even a little bit
Not even at all

Can I be honest with you for a little while?
I hate the way it feels when you're not around
Fuck all these circles you run on me
You're like a knife and you're put in deep
But it's cutting right places, stuck in a vein

Come on, come closer, I won't let go
Yeah I'm doing this to myself
Don't wanna to be sober, no this ain't winning
But I don't want no-one else
I don't want no-one else
No I don't want no-one else
I'm doing this to myself

I hate the way I love you
I hate the way I need you
It's like a curse
I'm going down but then I fly a little
Come on and talk to me
Come on my enemy
Then put it down on me
I hate it, I love it