[Verse 1]
Where I stand
I hope you can reach my hand
'Cause I just can't move my feet
And when your mouth moves, saying that you care about me
I'm programmed to just shut down and leave
And I know that I complain, and have so many issues
And I thank you for letting me cry in your car
'Cause I know that it won't get me far

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm an addict and I'm ill and I don't know if I can change
But I'm happy to give it a shot
'Cause you make me want to be a better person when a year ago I thought I could not

[Chorus]
And I got PTSD from my family
I'm still mad at their ex wives
I got a history of screams to stay away from me so I'm happy you want in my life
And I got PTSD from my family
I'm still mad at their ex wives
I got a history of screams to stay away from me so I'm happy you want me alive

[Verse 2]
When you're in bed, asleep next to me
And you wouldn't let me if I tried to leave
We sat in that cardboard box
And I told you what had happened to me and you said you'd do your
Best to make me happy
[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I'm an addict and I'm ill and I don't know if I can change
But I'm happy to give it a try
'Cause you make me want to be a better person and a year ago I wanted to die

[Chorus]
And I got PTSD from my family, I'm still mad at their ex wives
I got a history of screams to stay away from me so I'm happy you want in my life
And I got PTSD from my family, I'm still mad at their ex wives
I got a history of screams to stay away from me so
I'm happy you want me
I'm happy you want me
I'm happy you want me alive