This time around I haven't been feeling well
I just can't do it anymore
The pressure of having to grow up and make something out of myself is overwhelming
I don't want to stick around too long, to hurt even more
The sky has been grey since this morning
Matching my mood for the past few days
I think it's going to rain
On July 23rd, 2017 I will release a third album "Safe Haven"
I don't know what's going to happen next
Maybe jump off the bridge by my school
Maybe retire and seek some help on the side
Yeah, I don't know to be quite honest
But that's alright
In case I do decide to leave, I want to thank everyone who have gotten me to this point
Halfboyzzz, you guys have been amazing friends and dope producers
Eija, I love you very much, thank you for being there for me
In case I do continue living I want to spend my life with you
And see a future with you
Thank You, Mom, Dad, Jess, Mahala
Y'all are amazing
Thanks for being there for me
Thanks to everyone who supported me and my dumb dreams
It's been real

That was a suicide note that I wrote back in June of last year
I just thought I'd share that with you guys