[Chorus: Lxst Boy]
I said that I'm fine but I promise that I lied, yeah
Tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night, yeah
Stuck here writing songs in my room, it's rainy weather
My shadows my only friend, now we're miserable together
I said that I'm fine but I promise that I lied, yeah
Tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night, yeah
Stuck here writing songs in my room, it's rainy weather
My shadows my only friend, now we're miserable together

[Verse 1: Lxst Boy]
We're two different people, I get that
But why didn't you tell me to step back
I was staying up waiting for a text back
And instead I got sad and I relapsed
Yeah, I tried and I tried to get up but I cry
Get off the ground just to fall and I die
And you said it's fine but really it's not
You act clueless and watch as I rot
I check the time, it's four or five
Then check my phone, can't see the light
I check my pulse, I'm half alive
You picked my rose to watched it die
These castle walls ain't fortified
I hear the lies and they're not mine
Can't feel nothing, my nerves are fried
Spending every waking moment feeling dry
[Verse 2: Cavasoul]
I feel faint
Lacking iron or protein
Or maybe dying
Been abandoned by my guide
'Cause I never see the signs
It's over, gimme one more time
You move on, I fall behind
I always fake it, don't admit the fact
That I'm never feeling fine
I'm a mess most of the time
Give my best, I'm never right
I struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
No one listens, no one cares
Really need to wash my hair
But I hardly leave my bed, I'm miserable and losing air
Suppressing my light, make it snow in the summer
I wasted my time, even thought that I loved her
I feel like I'm fading, I'm losing my color
I was losing my mind she was under another
Another one that I can add to the list
I try to forget all the things that you did
When I think about him it be making me sick
You were wanting a high that I just couldn't give
The time that you took from me never returned
When you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
I'm tired, I wish that the tables would turn
One day I'll see you get what you deserve
I thought I could save you but I was mistaken
Concerned with the path you taking
You lied to my face now you can't even face it
You leaving me here while I'm broken and shaking
[Chorus: Lxst Boy]
I said that I'm fine but I promise that I lied, yeah
Tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night, yeah
Stuck here writing songs in my room, it's rainy weather
My shadows my only friend, now we're miserable together
I said that I'm fine but I promise that I lied, yeah
Tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night, yeah
Stuck here writing songs in my room, it's rainy weather
My shadows my only friend, now we're miserable together