Yea
Hold up for a minute
Couldn't realize the time that we did it
Our fantasy was alive for a second
But we couldn't look pass wants and needs we acquit it in a way
Left us both in shock
Like a shot with a Glock you let go of your rock
Push pass hard stop it was time to unlock
All those bottled up feelings out with shots of ciroc
Reminiscing emotions resurface again
From our time spent
To our time travelin
Where our time went
To our time arguin
Where are minds at
Out of our minds we end
Yo I couldn't really think straight things unfold
But one things certain that's you fo sho
I cherish the memories of datеs we hold
Pray the learning еxperience will help me grow
But I can't seem
To get you out of my head
No I can't seem to sleep without you in bed
Rollin around think without you I'm dead
Findin it hard to love myself the way you did
Yea I thought of the future for the two of us
Wife, kids, dogs and a home to love
But I'm torn in between my dreams and my crush
I hope you understand my selfish love
I don't know
Where I'm at in the world
Pursuin my passions till the day it unfolds
Tryin to take a step back to find my myself
And truly be satisfied when I reach my goals
Go towards the light and I can finally see
If this can work than it became my destiny
A mindset apart from what's testin me
If this was multiple choice my only guess would be
That I stick to my path in life
My choosin
Learn from mistakes that I
Find embarrassin
Accept the gains in life
Win or losin
Cuz I'm making change tonight
I'm developin
A different lifestyle that I grew into
I'd be lying if I didn't miss you
Your eyes, your smell, and all the cookin you do
I give you one kiss split my heart in two
Now I'm feelin so blue when I hear your voice
Stick with my decision and my choice
No matter the struggle we can still enjoy
Each other's company baby not avoid
Tension between us or make things awkward
I swear it to you when I give you my word
Happy to meet you and I just referred
Back to your birthday when I truly preferred
Those days
And the bliss like that
Times I enjoyed where the memories at
Times shine brighter in the daylight
But I really can't seem to make things right
So I strive on
Good head on my shoulders
Really wanna see you when this all over
Who knows
Whatever happens in the future
Guess I'll endure the pain just a little longer so for now
Cheers to our partin ways
A different time
Set in a different place
That may need some space
But I'll still embrace
Everything we faced
For this love today