[Intro]
Yeah

[Verse]
Have you ever felt pain that's so unbearable?
Have you ever seen your dog mama cryin' 'cause y'all had to bury him?
Know some n***as fake it 'til they make it, ain't my character
N***as waitin' on the handout, these n***as charity
Man, sometimes I be needin' space, it give me clarity (Let the beat ride out, Ju)
Told myself could never trust again, that shit embarrassin'
Never hated, I be to myself, but apparently
They gon' hate regardless 'cause I made myself a target, huh
They just see the diamonds, they don't know how pure my heart is
Started off with nothin', runnin' through the jungle, Tarzan
I can't speak for y'all, but we kept it real on our end
They say the sun shine, but all I ever knew was darkness
Numb to the pain, but I get lost in my thoughts
You probably need a straitjacket you see the shit I saw
My head up, you couldn't tell, was takin' all them losses
Rather go get judged than them n***as carryin' my coffin
Couldn't even see it, I was blind when they crossed me
Another day, another n***a hatin', movin' faulty
Middle school, I wanted a G-Shock, now it's frosty
N***as playin', trollin' on the 'net, it's gon' cost you
Where I'm from it's violence, product by environment
Same n***as quick to say it's love, they be slimy
Tunnel vision, I've been turnin' pain into diamonds
Bet a million, I'm least a million up when they find me
I ain't stoppin' 'til I see a hundred mill'
I ain't stoppin' 'til I put my mind somewhere up in the hills
I ain't stoppin' 'til my unc' free and cuz get that appeal
I wonder how in a world so fake it gets so real, huh
N***as out here praisin' fake shit, they better stand on it
Understand that shit turn to gold, I put my hands on it
I don't care, I still got it on me at the ceremony
I do everything for my fam' and them rare moments
[Chorus]
I don't even be surprised sometimes, when I'm alone, I still cry sometimes
I still be talking to the sky sometimes, I don't know how I still survive sometimes
I don't even be surprised sometimes, when I'm alone, I still cry sometimes
I still be talking to the sky sometimes, I don't know how I still survive sometimes, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah