[Intro]
(Xclusive made this)
Shit, I've just been feeling different lately
(Ramey, that's expensive)
Yeah
Yeah
[Verse 1]
Blood tastes like raindrops, they don't know what this pain 'bout
Focused on this music, it be hard to let this pain out
Had to switch it up, I feel like certain shit just played out
Crazy that the ones you grow up with be throwin' shade now
They just see the pics on Instagram, they think I made it out
Fucked up, it be the ones I showed love, I feel it fade now
I be with the n***as who see a stain and they gon' lay it down
I don't like to post the things I do, 'cause they gon' say it's clout
I don't even really like to talk, know we can't hash it out
Told sis I sign for an M today, shit, we gon' break it down
Twenty thousand plus like twenty shots, that's how I slide around
Brodie still trippin' over old shit, they think it's dyin' down
Every time I'm posted up with bro, shit, that's a lot of rounds
Still got a piece I ain't pick up, shit, that's a lot of grams (Yeah)
Nephew told me he love fast cars, he want me in a Lam'
Growing up, I seen a lot of shit that turned me to a man, yeah
[Chorus]
With your love and your trust
Can't give up, up, yeah
There's no one here to judge
It's just us, yeah
It's so much shit built up
I can't run away
All my real ones know it's real love
It's so much at stake
[Verse 2]
Gettin' rich off purely bein' myself, this who I really am
I told all my youngins, "Hold your head, 'cause you gon' get a chance"
(I don't keep score off countin' favors 'cause this shit for the fam)
If we kept track, we'll go insane, 'cause that's a lotta bands
This the life a n***a really want, won't shake a lotta hands
Probably ain't gon' get to please 'em all, but I'll do what I can
They always told me from an early age I was gon' be the man
Promise, baby, we be really thuggin', it just don't make the 'Gram
Yeah, yeah, yeah, damn, I'm just a product of where I come from, yeah
Jail, I don't wish that shit on no one
It's a war goin' on nobody safe from
It's a loss when you gotta lose and stay one
The stats told me I'ma fail in life, I changed the outcome
Paranoid, I can't leave the house, shit, without one
(Told me change, told 'em change, what? That's how they found us)
Shit, I'm just a kid from the slums that's about somethin', yeah
[Chorus]
With your love and your trust
Can't give up, up, yeah
There's no one here to judge
It's just us, yeah
It's so much shit built up
I can't run away
All my real ones know it's real love
It's so much at stake
[Outro]
(Xclusive made this)
(Ramey, that's expensive)