[Intro]
(Camm, you killed it)
(Xclusive made this)
[Verse]
Yeah, but I lost a lot and sinned a lot
Comin' up, was fuck who root against us, that shit still apply
It's always gon' be people who dislike you, so don't be surprised
I know I wanted finer things in life, I hated getting by
It's fucked up I really gotta think this way
Losing ones you love, that's expensive pain
I'm thinkin' 'bout the ones that's gon' miss this wave
I'm workin' hard a lot so my kids' kids can be paid
Growin' up I seen a lot of shit, that shit scarred me
You get in my way, I gotta crash you, I'm not sorry
Every time I think about my granny, I miss her heartbeat
Just 'cause you see Palm Angels, that don't mean I'm next to palm trees
Really raised in poverty, I ain't let it bother me
Real n***a, if I do for you, don't need acknowledgement
Can't no n***a tell me what to do, I'm on top of it
And I will admit to when I'm wrong, that's just honest shit
It's fucked up we really gotta think this way
Kids killing kids, that's expensive pain
And that feeling different when that shit hit home base
Next time I shed a tear, shit, I hope it's in a Wraith
And I'ma keep on holding this shit down until my n***as free
I wonder if you can handle all this pain shit, if you was me
Might not always had they full support, but this shit for the streets
Crazy 'cause I know I'm from my city, they might not root for me
Push-to-start, I threw the key, pull up shows back to back
Wish I would stoop down to n***as' level, it cost to interact
I told you life was more than just the hood, I think I show you that
Told lil' sis, "I'm finna take you shopping just to blow some racks"
Under any circumstance, I can't have my head down
Brother, he get caught with another strap, that n***a fed bound
N***as switchin' up, but it's okay, I know how to play it now
Married to the game, but that bitch ain't have no wedding gown
N***a speakin' down, I put on, look how you do me
Think about my n***as, but I know they livin' through me
N***as think I lost it, it's God given, I can't lose it
When they say you can't, just know you can, I can prove it
I know some people think that I ain't shit without this music
I know some people thought I wouldn't be more than what I'm doin'
Ain't looked to nobody, I stayed down and kept pursuing
Comparin' yourself to others, then you already losin'