[Intro]
(Let the beat ride out, Ju)

[Verse 1]
Yeah, the trenches made me hardbodied
I don't know 'bout you, but I take pride in stayin' solid
Lately, I been workin' on my shit, just stayin' polished
Been keepin' certain things to myself, stayin' guarded
Like that Drake song, you know I started from the bottom
I know I made it far, but I ain't nowhere where I wanna be
Everything, you up and lose it all, that shit so humbling
I think hardship just made me stronger, look what it done to me
Lot of people pray for my position, I can't fumble it
Yeah, but I'm knowin' that it's levels
They always tеll me when I doubt myself, nеver settle
Startin' not to care for certain things I used to treasure
Forgettin' that it's hard tryna hold this shit together
My guard up, you know people change like the weather
I seen n***as try to say they gang, but they separate
They say it's love, but'll dime you out in a second
It's hard to say it, but my biggest Ls was a blessing

[Chorus]
Yeah, it's hard to say it, but my biggest Ls was a blessing
Thirty shots, how that shit gone in a couple seconds?
In the booth gathering my thoughts, tryna catch 'em
I remember tryna build the block, playin' Tetris
Hatin' n***as tryna give advice, could've kept it
'Member n***as tried to count me out, but I'm destined
Hate I even graced certain people with my presence
[Verse 2]
Yeah, and I know they hate to see it
People I been knowin' see me now, they can't believe it
Just bought a Moncler for my mom 'cause she anemic
New S-Class Mercedes, used to ride past my teachers
Yeah, I know they hatin' from the bleachers
I ain't selfish, you my dog, I let you eat first
I been steppin' in my highs, now my feet hurt
I done spent like five hundred on a t-shirt
Yeah, life hard, but it's a blessing
Lost my pops, yeah, my heart was torn when I was eleven
Remember Christmas time, savin' up for them 11s
You see them threes up, you know I do it for my section
Every time you buy a Glock, that's an investment
Don't celebrate, we just on to the next one
Every time I make a song, that's my best one
I talk to God, He be tellin' me I'm blessed up

[Chorus]
Yeah, it's hard to say it, but my biggest Ls was a blessing
Thirty shots, how that shit gone in a couple seconds?
In the booth gathering my thoughts, tryna catch 'em
I remember tryna build the block, playin' Tetris
Hatin' n***as tryna give advice, could've kept it
'Member n***as tried to count me out, but I'm destined
Hate I even graced certain people with my presence